i have a DREAM

after an orgasmic wedding performance tonite .. truly felt beyond blessed n happy to b able to perform, it was a musical 'high'. but i'm not satisfied ....

have realized my true satisfaction comes in when music meets dance, singing if u may ... so when i get to sing n dance i truly feel that my life is complete.

after watching several clips from Glee season 3, i have a new dream, to form a dream team, a concert-like wedding performance group with singing + dancing + lights~

people will definitely be willing to pay for that kind of performance.

pray that it happens. :)

LIKE

the world is filled with all sorts of people;

people who like each other, people who hate each other;

people who are unappreciative, people who are very appreciative;

people who let go of everything, people who can't let go of the smallest grudges.

how many people actually dislike you? do you know? do you even care?

i know i shouldn't, but sometimes i do care.

i wish there's an injection that'll take that all away.

God bless everybody.

TODAY - 14th Mac 2012

today is a good day, woke up, went to hand something to a client, then went down town to have lunch with friends n my cousin, talking n deciding on questions to ask the traveling agency. we went, we questioned, we conquered~ yay.

finally placed our booking n paid our deposit of RM2,000 for the East Mediterranean Cruise with MSC Divina in October. it's my 2nd time on a cruise, n my 1st time cruising European shores. my heart is beyond excited.

still, questions persist, will everyone go as planned? will we enjoy the trip? will the trip be cancelled? will we be cheated? will the cruise be safe?

too many questions came into my mind, but the way i'm consoling myself is that, you can just sit at home, n a plane might just come crashing down, or you could be walking on the street, some wreck-less driver might just crash towards you. to sum it up, we can't control so much, nor should we think so much.

we don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow, but all in all, this morning we woke up.

n i thank God for that.

so looking forward to October. :)

last birthday / this birthday

last birthday, i was kinda upset .. as i touched the big '3'.

this birthday, i'm just happy .. to be still alive .. n to be able to do what i wanna do, still. :)

Malaysia is a world for .....

Malaysia is not a place for civilized people, equivalent to Indonesia? more or less .. or even worse. you just do NOT have the feeling that you are somewhere safe, it feels like at any point of time, somebody could just rob your house or just kill you .....

perhaps there's nowhere in the world that can be entirely called safe.

where do you belong? where do i belong?

2012 - what will i be?

will it be the year i finally get back on track, in terms of sales, and achieve wild goals, wowing my peers like i did before?

will it be a year whereby i can finally get a thousand views a day after posting a video on youtube?

will it be a year i'm relocated and adjusting to my new life? which i'm gonna love?

will it be a year of changes? or stability?

whatever it is going to be ... i know the Lord will be by my side.

what goes around comes around .. the Lord shall repay .. both good n bad. so watch out!

Friends / Acquaintances.

as i got my gall bladder n appendix removed, i was forced to rest at home for close to a week. what did i learn within this week? was actually quite a lot.

90% of the people called up or sms-up to ask, "can u sing for this event?"; "when will u b able to perform again?"; "how's ur sales?"; "can i have my diary/calendar?" ... i mean is that how people are brought up to be? to think only about themselves?

i now have 2 options:

- to think like them ~ think ONLY abt MYSELF.

- to use them as a warning, then start caring for the rest of the world. n not treat people like machines.

happy winter solstice.